“Fairy Tale” (post 2) a novel by Stephen King: Incidental remarks and details may reflect author’s multiple personality trait

“I think sometimes we know where we’re going even when we think we don’t” (1, p. 111). Comment: This may refer to the author’s intuition that an alternate personality may have known the rest of the story before his regular personality did.

“Doing that made the inside me feel absurd, like a little kid playing cowboy. The outside me was glad to have the weight of it, and knowing it was fully loaded" (1, p. 165). Comment: The “inside me” may mean a child-aged alternate personality and “outside me” may mean an adult alternate personality. Child-aged alternate personalities are common in multiple personality, because multiple personality usually begins in childhood.

“Part of me (one personality) wanted to eject the tape…But I (another personality) didn’t. Couldn’t. Trust me, Charlie. I’m depending on you” (1, p. 168). Comment: Italics often indicate a voice in the character’s head. Search “italics” in this blog for discussion of voices in past posts on other novels. Also search “parts,” a  common euphemism for alternate personalities.

Additional Comment: The protagonist has a stereotypical history of childhood trauma for a person who later develops multiple personality: His mother died when he was young and his father became an alcoholic. But a happy ending is quite possible.

1. Stephen King. Fairy Tale. New York, Scribner, 2022/2023. 

“Fairy Tale” (post 1) a novel by Stephen King: Protagonist has italicized thoughts, “only it didn’t seem like my thought at all.” How is it possible to both have, and not have, various thoughts?

“…I can’t leave her [the patient’s dog]. I’ll have to take her to the goddam hospital…” [says the patient].

“They won’t let you," I said. “You must know that.”

“Then I’m not going" [says the patient].

“Oh yes you are, I thought. And then I thought something else, only it didn’t seem like my thought at all. I’m sure it was, but it didn’t seem that way. We had a deal. Never mind picking up litter on the highway, this is where you hold up your end of it” (1, p. 26).

Comment: In this blog, search “italicized” to see past posts with examples from other novels. Novelists may or may not understand how a person or character can both have and not have particular thoughts. Undiagnosed, even unintentional, alternate personalities, make it possible. 

1. Stephen King. Fairy Tale. New York, Scribner, 2022/2023. 

“Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead" (post 3) by Olga Tokarczuk: Janina’s gratuitous symptoms of multiple personality in the rest of the novel

“But on the whole, from the time of my brief stay in custody I became very absentminded” (1, p. 219).

“I kept talking to myself and realized there was something wrong with me…I’d become pensive and would be lost in thought for hours at a time. I put down my keys in the garage, for instance, and couldn’t find them for a week” (1, p. 220).

“On several occasions, I seemed to hear other people’s thoughts” (1, p. 233).

“I could have been a pretty good writer. But at the same time I have trouble explaining my feelings and the motives of my behavior” (1, p. 249).

“I got home without being noticed. Once I was in the car I couldn’t remember a thing” (1, pp. 261-262).

“ But will you believe me when I say I didn’t do it entirely consciously? I instantly forgot what had happened, as if there were some powerful Defense Mechanisms protecting me. Perhaps I should ascribe it to my Ailments—quite simply, from time to time I was not Janina, but Bellona or Medea” (1, p. 262).

Comments: Gratuitous symptoms of multiple personality included memory gaps and alternate identities, possibly reflective of author's multiple personality trait.

1. Olga Tokarczuk. Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead. Trans. Antonia Lloyd-Jones., New York, Riverhead Books, 2009/2019.  

“Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead" (post 2) by Olga Tokarczuk: Protagonist-narrator lies to police (and reader) due to regular personality’s memory gap for threat by her angry alternate personality

“I knew that the Police like to have everything confirmed.

“Is it true that you behaved aggressively during the hunting here, in the locality?”

“I would say that I behaved angrily, not aggressively. There’s a difference. I expressed my Anger because they were killing Animals.”

“Did you make death threats?”

“Anger can prompt one to utter various words, but it can also make one fail to remember them afterward.”

“There are witnesses who have stated that you shouted, and I quote—‘I’ll kill you (obscenity), you’ll be punished for these crimes. You have no shame, you’re not afraid of anything. I’ll beat your brains out.’”

He read it dispassionately, which I found amusing.

"Why are you smiling?” asked the second one in a wounded tone.

“I find it comical that I could have said such things. I’m a peaceful person…” (1, p. 215).

Comment: In this blog, search “memory gaps” and “lying” for past posts on these recurrent issues in multiple personality.

1. Olga Tokarczuk. Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead. Trans. Antonia Lloyd-Jones., New York, Riverhead Books, 2009/2019.  

“Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead" (post 1) by Olga Tokarczuk: Words from an Alternate Personality

“No one was listening to me, but I went on with my speech. I couldn’t stop, because the words were coming to me from somewhere of their own accord…"(1, p. 105).

Comment: Words can seem to come to a person “of their own accord” only if there is something in their head with a mind of its own, which is the essence of an alternate personality.

1. Olga Tokarczuk. Drive Your Plow Over The Bones of The Dead. Trans. Antonia Lloyd-Jones., New York, Riverhead Books, 2009/2019.

“Midnight Fugue” (post 2) a novel by Reginald Hill: Novel’s diagnosis of character who runs away, and how the character describes his subjective experience when he returns

“State of fugue posited by medical experts” (1, p. 166).

“For a long time I was just a sackful of fragments trying to learn how to reassemble itself…I was in pieces. I didn’t just run away and hide from you, Gina [his wife]. I hid from myself…telling it straight isn’t easy because of the [memory] gaps (1. pp. 280-281).

Comment: A dissociative fugue is used as a plot device in this complex detective story, which is the last book in a 24-novel series.

1. Reginald Hill. Midnight Fugue. (A Dalziel & Pascoe Mystery). New York, Harper, 2009/2021.

“Midnight Fugue” (post 1) a novel by Reginald Hill: What is a Dissociative Fugue?

Back Cover: “Gina Wolfe has come to mid-Yorkshire in search of her missing husband…Is he in [a dissociative] fugue (3) or is he in flight [run away]?” (1).

Reginald Hill was a successful English novelist (2).

Agatha Christie had a famous, real-life disappearance in 1926 (4), probably a dissociative fugue.

1. Reginald Hill. Midnight Fugue. (A Dalziel & Pascoe Mystery). New York, Harper, 2009/2021.

2. Wikipedia. Reginald Hill. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reginald_Hill

3. Wikipedia. Dissociative Fugue. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_fugue

4. Wikipedia. “Agatha Christie. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agatha_Christiehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agatha_Christie

Comment: In this blog, search “Flitcraft’s Fugue” for a post on the story of a dissociative fugue in The Maltese Falcon by Dashiell Hammett. 

“On the Pleasures of Reading and Writing” by Elena Ferrante: She distracts her brain so her “many other I’s” can take over

“…I am waiting for my brain to get distracted, to slip up, for other I’s—many—outside the margins to join together, take my hand, begin to pull me with the writing where I’m afraid to go, where it hurts me to go, where, if I go too far, I won’t necessarily know how to get back (1, p. 34).

Comment: “Many I’s” is an informal way to say nonpathological multiple personality, (a.k.a. dissociative identity), what I call “multiple personality trait.” Do Ferrante’s most avid readers have many I’s, too?

1. Elena Ferrante. In the Margins: On the Pleasures of Reading and Writing. Trans. Ann Goldstein. New York, Europa Editions, 2022.