Sally Rooney on her characters (post 2): Her regular personality has no memory for creating them, but knows, rationally, that she must have created them
In my recent post, I cited a video interview (1) and commented: She says that the characters just walked into her brain fully formed. She does not know where they came from. But since they could not have been created by anyone but her, they must have been created by a part of her mind of which she is not aware: a conscious, creative, story-telling, alternate personality. However, neither the author nor the interviewer reason this out.
In another interview, Rooney says this: “I suppose when I first met these characters, I felt like, they were already fully formed and it was my job to find out what was going on with them. Of course, that’s not actually true, and sometimes I have to remind myself, 'You made it up! They did not arrive fully formed. You made it all up!' But I can’t accept that" (2).
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Her subjective experience is that she did not create the characters (because she has no memory of doing so). But she knows, rationally, that she must have created them. The solution to this mystery is that her regular personality has a memory gap for what an alternate personality did.
1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIGSMGdgCyQ
3. Wikipedia. Sally Rooney. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sally_Rooney