“Nonbinary” (post 3): Problem with Mirror, Typical of Multiple Personality
“Most days I wish I could be invisible…people aren’t used to seeing a beard and a dress together on one body, except as a joke…my brand of androgyny still isn’t commonplace…I can’t go back in the closet. I can’t live my life pretending to be a man…Yet I don’t have access to the full range of femininity either…When I look in the mirror all I can see is my six-foot-two-inch towering height, my broad muscular shoulders, my huge hands, and my masculine chin, which I’ve been hiding under a beard for ten years…
“Suddenly, I don’t recognize the face staring back at me. It is like looking through a window at someone else, as my heart tries to avoid admitting it is my own body in the mirror” (1, pp. 58-59).
Search “mirror” for past posts on this symptom, which is typical of multiple personality.
1. Micah Rajunov and Scott Duane (Editors). Nonbinary: Memoirs of Gender and Identity. New York, Columbia University Press, 2019.
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